Friday, January 30, 2009

People are dumb...including me.

So, I go out with a friend last night, Jacob, to play pool and do some dancing. We are having a great time- I love to dance and with a girlfriend it is nice to just dance and not worry about trying to be smooth, which doesn't work anyway- and it started.

I danced with this girl and afterwards she comes up to me and says that a this other guy warned her about me, that I wasn't a good person. Now I know this guy, but I don't know him. I've never said more than 5 words to this guy in my life. Because I was in a different fraternity he hates me. For a good reason probably, I really wasn't a positive person the last time I was around so I prob said or did something offensive to him 4-5 YEARS ago. Now, if you know me I'm pretty laid back, but this flew all over me. It was starting again, my past in my present.

So, I walked by him and...I bumped him. Pitiful yelling and pushing ensued. How embarassing! I looked like a stupid fool, and worst of all I let this guy affect my positivity. I'm 26 years old and I almost got into a fight with a guy wearing a Ninja Turtles hat! (no shit, a F*ing Ninja Turtle hat)

And of course, first thing this morning a KS guy walks up to me and says he heard I had a little excitement last night, Holy Crap! Somethings just don't change.

So, pray for me. Pray that I let negativity out of my life and embrace positivity. I am going to look for that guy today and apologize, I hope.

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